Wednesday, 8 July 2009
I Kissed A Boy And I Liked It...(in my dreams)
I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment but I keep having sneaky little naughty dreams.
And not about my husband.
*Shock horror. Sharp intake of breath. She actually admits dreaming about people OTHER than her husband?!*
I dreamt I kissed his best friend from University, in the lift of my old workplace.
Whilst wearing a bikini and a sarong.
I don't even own a sarong. I wouldn't ever wear a bikini to work, and I have never even fancied the bloke, so it's all wrong.
In every way.
But the thing that went on and on in this dream was my desperation to be kissed by him. I mean, that's how tame it was, there was no full blown sex or anything, just my longing for him to kiss me.
And then I woke up.
I told my husband.
He raised his eyebrows.
Two nights later and I dreamt about a boy from my old school.
Again, I was desperate to kiss him.
This is a guy who I never even slept with despite dating on and off from the age of 15 until University.
In my dream he was the 20 something boy, not the 30+ corduroy wearing man he is now. I didn't tell my husband about this dream.
Not sure he'd really appreciate me constantly dreaming about kissing other men.
So, tell me. What does it all mean?
Is it normal?
Will I be dreaming of kissing other men tonight I wonder?
I hope not.
It's all quite exhausting.